January yo!

Oh here I am again, trying so hard to make a post every month just because I have made my promise to update this blog once a month. Like a faithful person, well here I am. So this post is for January post. January, hmm when it comes to January, people will think about new year. At this time, they will usually rethink about what they had done in the year before and making their own new year’s resolution. Well that’s a good thing as it makes you into a better person for each year. But sadly, the resolution only works for maybe around 3 weeks only, later up they’ll end up becoming the person which had come the year before that.

As for me, when it comes January, usually I don’t make my resolution, if I had, it is only for the purpose of bragging and show off just because I don’t want to left behind. Not to say making a resolution is out of time or resolution is only for those who likes of dreaming, it is only because making new year’s resolution is not working for me. January is the month where I could only think about my birthday. Yeah, I’m marking my own birthday, how pathetic I am right, but if there anyone who doesn’t did it? Well on my birthday, I’m not only thinking about my last year’s achievement, I’m reflecting my whole life’s experiences.

2011, now I am becoming 23 years old. Some may expect at this age sure this person must have been very matured and grown up, but I can confess, I am not reaching up to that expectation yet. Sure nobody at my age goes to mcD and buys a happy meal and plays the free toys alone but it still happened to me, owh how lonely I am, but heey, it feels good man. At 23, I never expect anybody to buy me a birthday present for me, well of course I am not, and who would buy me the presents? But again, my father did give me a present, he bought me an iPohne4 yo! Guess how happy I am of getting that phone, credits to my father for loving me unconditionally. I am happy to be belong in my family, I am very grateful.

And I believe after 23 years of living, I have a lots of good friends around me. Thank God I am making more friends rather than making enemies, oh God forbid.

What I want to point out here is, though I’m leading a very simple life, I am still being happy. So, this is me at 23 year old. Hopefully when I am 24^th, I would turn into a better person.

Happy Birthday to me!

December Post

As usual, too lazy to make some updates and this one is for December post. Though I have something, many things to share but writing is never be as fun as before. In the past, when I want something to share, an issue to express, I would make a lot of sentences and write it up in this blog. But now, I always prefer twitting about anything, it needs not anything too elaborative to share what's on my mind. But as lazy as I am, tweeter also a bit abandoned lately. But tweeting is much more easier so I post my thoughts much at twitter rather than blogger.

So should I say blogging is way much backwards nowadays? Well compare to the enjoyment of blogging in the past and now, I can say blogging sure going dead sooner. Whatever it is, this blog I can say I will to keep it updated and alive as long as possible. (In before, I have a few blogs and after series of failed commitment I shut it down and opened up a new one.)

So here are some of my life's updated info (for those who miss me lar har har har).

1. I changed my rims again

2. Follow me on twitter, amir7474

3. My car is healthy

4. My studies going wrong (judged by comparing my result and friends)

5. Next month is my birthday

6. Oh I already bought the FIFA2011 game. If you play it online, add me up ->ame88

7. Malaysia wins the AFF Suzuki Cup, quite impressive!

8. Next semester is the last semester, good luck to everybody!

9. Already read 3 novels, but too lazy lazy lazy to share the stories. Later if get some times will share

Last but not least, I will try to go to your blog sooner or later and leave some comments. (I always been to everybody's blog and read only, later I'll post the comments).

For this coming 2011, I wish everybody another successful year and a great health!

This is how I get a life

If you believe there is a place in this world where you can be what ever that you want, trust me you won't find it. Hell, why bother to be something else if becoming you on your own is already a total misery? But if your world fails you, it is okay to dream about another world because dreaming is everybody's playground. But dreaming will never ever be a reality. I never find my dreams turn into reality, have you? So why takes your dreams so seriously. "Mimpi itu hanya mainan tidur".

I know this blog looks so mundane. Maybe for you, it's like a dream to see this blog to keep alive and updated. But for me, it feels like a dream to at last made an update. Life has been cruel for a while. It is a 'live or dead', 'take it or leave it', and 'what you give you get back' sort of life I am having right now and then. So usually, when life is hard, I thought, giving this lonely blog an update would help ease the burden for a little bit but it never works. The problems still need to be faced and nobody is ready.

But still I believe that this blog is the last chance for me to "get a life". Because this is the only way we are connected.

Fifa 2011 is all that I need

Oh my God, is it the internet is now a really really boring junk today? I’ve been on every websites I’ve bookmarked and there’s nothing to entertain me. Blog hopping is also not really helping because nobody is updating theirs.

I know, my own blog is a boring blog too, even I myself did not know what to do every time I am here. This place should be bomb someday, I think.

All that I want now is the FIFA 2011 and a new gamepad replacement. I really really need them now but financial constraint and the final examination is around the corner already, I just need to postponed it. Duuugh, but it doesn’t helping at all. Everday I went to LYN just to read everybody is excited playing FIFA 2011 and everday I dreamt about Saitek gamepad. Oh God, help me!

Okay, that’s it for the first update in October

Men from the Boys, Selamat Hari Raya

Yeay, Selamat Hari Raya to everybody. When others complaining raya is not for them anymore, raya never been too lame nor too boring for me, I LIKE RAYA! Haha. Well, after a week, raya is okay and good. Still got some duit raya, nothing different from the past. For those who think that their age affect their raya mood then I'm sorry, you just did not know how to enjoy your raya.

During this raya also I had finished a novel from my no.1 author, Tony Parson. The book is ‘Men From the Boys’. Well the novel is the sequel to the ‘Man and Boy’ and ‘Man and Wife’ which I’ve read like 5 years ago. So as usual, Tony Parson really writes about men’s life, about our (men) challenges to face the reality in relationship, in our job, in parenting and everything about our past and of course, I like it and I take his story as very true.

Spoiler Alert!! (Been a while since my very last review on novels, I’ll try)

Well in this book, Harry the main character of the story is a divorcee and has a son from the previous marriage and now living with a new wife with a step daughter from the wife and a new daughter of theirs. And I pictured Harry as a loser in marriage and parenting. Since the book is about the relationship between men and boys, between father and son here I would like to focus on the son, Pat 15 years old. Both Pat and Harry were in hard times driven from various factors such as Pat’s mother, the school, the Pat’s growing up stuff and Harry is jobless has putted his marriage under strain his family is isolating him.

Well Harry’s situation can be seen as the worst situation of any father in this world want to be into. He is jobless, his second marriage is ruining, his son hates him and the worst is he missed his dead parents. And Tony Parson successfully create a character which helps Harry to overcome this problem and helps Harry see this life correctly and I don’t want to spoil more, Harry manage to regain his family’s trust back. Who is the character which helps him, you read it by your own effort lah.

And being a man now, though I celebrate raya like a boy, I knew that life is not about enjoying at all times. Sometimes I take my parents’ feeling so easily. There are several times, many times actually I failed them and sometimes I did not have that guilty feeling about it though I know I am guilty, but the feelings were not straight from the heart. Harry in the story has many things that he regretted about his dead parents and I too has many things that I’ve regretted. And in this raya luckily we have that tradition of seeking forgiveness from everybody especially from our parents. And after a week of Syawal, still I didn’t do that ‘forgiveness hunting’ from my parents. Am I a sinner? I hope not. Well raya like a boy la kan?

After a man dies, he leaves everything in this world except 3 things. These things will help him gain him pahala (rewards in religion) when he dies. That would be

1. His usable knowledge and being used until the afterworld.

2. His charity during his life

3. His children who will always doing good kinds towards others and who will always pray for their parent’s peacefulness.

So for those who have lost either their mother or father or both, Islam teaches us to always pray for their peaceful at ‘there’ and all of our kind doings will also be rewarded to our parents. Al-Fatihah~

And for everybody out there who knows me, Selamat Hari Raya. I seek for everybody’s forgiveness and of course, yours too had been forgiven, don’t worry, lol.

100th Post-versary

It's September already, Friday, 3/9/2010. Now at McD Sec 14, PJ with Mr. Schomey. Aah, what a day to relax. Saturday will be the day when I will be driving home for Raya celebration. And now, I am proudly want to announce that I am assignment-free. Yes, I'll be going home for Raya without any assignment need to be done within the holiday. Thank God I was so rajin to complete them all. Oh yeah, MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA!

And now, I am also very proud to inform that this is my 100th post for this blog. After about 2 and a half years being active and half active in blogging, I can say this is my biggest blog I ever have. Thanks to those who had always come and read at my blog. And not to forget for every friendship that had started from this blog, everybody is appreciated.

ps/ this 100th post was reminded by a very thoughtful Mr. Schomey. (tak gay kan ayat nih? haha)

Update

In my blog, I want you to see on your left side, at the post counting. See every month counting? Yeap, every month except on May, I only manage to update this blog twice per month. In May, I was at home and most of the time I am quite free, so that’s why explain the differences. Well before this post is made, trust me, I am very very wanted to update the blog, in continuing the 2posts per month count and now I guessed I succeed already. What can I say, I am a busy student.

And now, I am still busy as usual and counting days to go back to Kelantan for Raya. Before holiday, I have 3 assignments that need to pass and currently only 1 had completed. And now, I don’t have anything to write, so this is it, the second post for August. Selamat Hari Merdeka!