Hospital, the Biggest Nighmare Store

As well informed, I am currently doing my internship at Hosptial University Sains Malaysia (HUSM) at Biomedical Unit. Well my tasks usually need me to repair medical instruments like Syringe Pump, ECG, CTG, CCG, Slit Lamp, and Blood Pressure Monitor and if you are not informed yet, they all are electronic instruments so I am relevant to have my internship here. Hehe. Well repairing is not a big deal actually, nothing to proud of, but I am happy to get to know those medical instruments because they are not going into classes so, what a great chance to learn.

And super-ly happy, my tasks allow me to go through every corners in this hospital freely. I had visited operation theatre, wards, ICU, CCU, and most of them scared me a lot.

1. Operation theatre- I saw weakens people, so veggie, pity them.

2. Wards- Been to many kind of wards, I saw so many sick people every day. Usually I do pity them a lot. And sometimes I do disgust them, it can’t be help. Well, you know how sick people reacts, sometimes it annoys, sometimes it just so dirty, God, forgive for having this kind of feeling for these unfortunates. And this explains why I don’t study in medical fields, I can’t be with the sick people (I mean I can’t treat them the way they should).

3. ICU and CCU- I don’t know what differ them but seriously, it troubled me a lot after visiting this two places. It is so disturbing because people in these sections are too weak. I am so so so so so sorry to see them in that way, clinging on various kind of machines to support their life. Seriously if you don’t have a strong emotion, you’ll cry seeing them, especially the older patients. And I do realize people in these places didn’t stay for a long time. Today you go there you will see them, then the next morning they’re gone, only few stays. Then if you go again in the evening, somebody else lies at that bed, maybe that’s how ICU and CCU cycles work. I don’t know where they went.

Sometimes these visits also have a lot of funs. If you’re lucky, a lot of nice nurses will treat you well during the visits, young and old. Hehe. Sometimes when I went to psychiatry wards, I can’t help a lot my technician doing their works except trying to not to laughing at the psycho patients. Lol, they are funny a lot. And of course, I do pity these people because they’re not reacting they way they want. I pity the family most and at the same time salute them for continuing visits their ‘sick in the brain’ family though I know it is hard seeing the loved in that way.

And trust me, I am so happy to know all of the great members at Biomedical Unit, the staffs and other practical students, a very highly regards members.

Arghh!!!!!

I really want to make some update but sigh, life is hard now. I am really tired from work (doing internship right now). So this update just to confirm that I am still alive. Haha

Cintailah Bahasa Kita

Kalini izinkan saya menulis dalam bahasa Malaysia untuk kali ini. Ialah (Yelah), kerajaan kita rancak berkempen supaya kita mencintai bahasa kebangsaan, kita asyik buat tidak tahu sahaja. Jadi, untuk tidak merugikan kerajaan kita, untuk kali ini, kali ini sahaja, saya akan berbelog dalam bahasa Malaysia.

Tapi sebab saya tak ada idea nak tulis apa apa, jadi dengan ini amatlah berbesar hati saya kiranya setiap peminat2 saya baik dalam ataupun luar negara, pembaca setia saya, pengkritik budiman sekalian, maka silalah baca karya dibawah. Karya ini dipetik daripada saudara Encik Comel ataupun dikenali sebagai Encik Safwan. Rujuk di sini.

Petikan yang dipetik:

K3G

Tajuk macam gempak.

Apedehal la dengan K3G ni kan?

K3G ni ialah Karnival Kerjaya & Keusahawanan Graduan. Tahun ni akan berlangsung lagi iaitu pada hujung minggu ni, 14-16hb May 2010 di PWTC.

500 MAJIKAN bermurah hati menyertai karnival ini.

15000 PELUANG kerja.

Kalau baca tajuk pon dah tahu kan apa motif Karnival ni. Nak tahu lebih lanjut? Klik SINI.

Kalau anda rasa anda :

- sedang menghabiskan duit mak bapak kat rumah dan kena bebel hari-hari.

- ada sijil degree atau diploma dalam laci, tapi tersimpan rapi tanpa guna sekali pon lagi.

- masih berbangga dah dapat grad, tapi tak sedar dicemuh hari-hari sebab tiada kerja.

- dah ada kerja, tapi kerja sekarang ni gaji cukup2 bayar PTPTN je.

- kerja anda sekarang ni tak ada kena mengena dengan course yang ada ambil kat U dulu.

- tempat kerja anda dipenuhi Mat Bangla dan selalu kena gangguan seksual.

Jadi anda boleh cuba menjadikan karnival ini sebagai batu loncatan, atau game changer dalam kerjaya anda. Siapa tahu rezeki anda di sini.

Tanpa perlu membaca bebelan seterusnya, anda boleh klik di SINI untuk mendaftar secara cepat, mesra dan betul.

Kalau nak lagi hebat, klik kat SINI untuk konfemkan kehadiran anda.

Berdasarkan maklumat yang aku terima, ada 200 terminal disediakan pada hari Karnival tu, bagi sesiapa yang tiada perkhidmatan internet dan nak pergi CC macam tak 'in' dengan diri, boleh mendaftar kat sana je. Tapi jangan komplen la ketiak basah sebab tunggu turn nak guna komputer tu. Ramai gila orang kat sana. So, klik kat link aku kasi tu untuk kesenangan bersama.

Oh ye. Korang semua boleh hantar resume pada hari berkenaan dan ada walk-in interview lagi. Pakai la smart-smart sikit k. Mana tahu ada awek-awek kat situ. 2 in 1. Dapat kerja dan jodoh sekali gus.. auww!!

Home and Alive

Another semester is completed and I am glad I still alive and the world still here. Plus, I'm home and surprisingly I manage to save some money and so far, I am not broke (well usually I'm broke the day I arrived at my home).

My plan for this semester break is too complete my internship successfully. Yes, I'm having my internship program during this break for the whole 2 months. So, good luck to me, and of course to all of my friends too.

To start my holiday havoc-ly, yesterday (8th May) I went to Lembah Bidong at Terengganu to join several of my friends from the Neo's club. Well, Lembah Bidong is well known for us for it's 400-500 meters straight track and guess what we were doing there. It was a drag battle! At first I didn't have any intention to join in the drag event, I was there because of my friend's request only (to make the crowds) and also because I just arrived at Kelantan the day before (7th May) and my lovely car and its handsome owner still tired from the traveling.

But then it turns out not to be like that. I've got some invitation(s?) to duel with them. What can I say, I just accepted it and wallah, I've won! Congrats to me. My machine is great, I love it.

Ask Me, Tell Me

Infected by Safwan, I make a formspring account too. So feel free to drop by and ask me anything or comment me anything, or insult me anything, everything is acceptable.

CLICK HERE

Bittersweet

Life, I don’t understand life. I don’t know if you or anybody else understands it. I believe if a person understands his or her life, he or she shall succeed and life goes beyond far from their expectation. Some people look their life from science perspective (Albert Einstein), some might look into the tiny world of digital and microprocessor (Bill Gates), there are also certain people who understand life via many discipline of life such as mathematics, geography, and astronomy (Al Khawarizmi), and let say there is only one person whose understanding is far beyond ours, this person understand His Creator, His people, His life, and though he is illiterates, his preach is still moving now though it is started hundred years back. Well, let us take a moment to selawat to him, who is our own beloved Prophet Muhammad s.a.w.

These are the people who understand their life most. They knew how to make the chances, spot the chances, grab the chances and they utilise it wisely and they have become the greatest human in their life and through our life they are still remembered. But how do I understand my life, I still don’t know what am I in this life. All I know in my life is to always be happy and try not to be sad. Happiness is my everything and I know life isn’t supposed to be happy at all times.

I am happy to know that now I have someone special to love but sadly I don’t know is it real love or it is just a matter of pity? It is also unhappy to wonder whether my love is enough or not for her, or does she love me too or, I’m thinking if we are faking our feelings because both of us were in the state of ‘stirred mind’ before we met. And I still have this thought in my mind whether is this just a normal crush or not but I swear this ‘crush’ is a little bit different from others. Is it because this girl is braver than others that makes me ‘cair’ to her. Whatever it is, if this is just a normal crush, I can be me again without any problem but to say this relationship is nothing and has no effect on me it is the blackest kind of blasphemy.

Last week, I was quite happy to join my two friends’ family gathering. Well I was there accidentally and you know how weird to be part of somebody else’s family dinner because you don’t know anybody else there except your friend. Seeing how love between family still exist in this world despite of current issue of throwing out babies, killing children, killing parents, killing siblings, I am so grateful to be part of my friend’s family dinner though I don’t contribute anything to cheer up the dinner but I am happy because at least I was in the family reunion mood. Too bad, too sad, it is a very long time ago since I was with my family and I miss being home.

Too good, I am so happy I have great friends to accolifmpany me here in Shah Alam. I have a lot to thanks them especially those who are at the rented house, at UiTM, at class, the Safwan-Adil-Min-Jarir of MRSM Langkawi, at Neo Performance Club (promote skeet.. hihi), at Petaling Jaya, and not to forget at the Segi college too (though we hardly know each other, everybody are simply good friends). And because I was always with my friends, I always happy with them.

I am prone to be happy all the times but there were times when God tests, happiness is taken and sadness glooming. Life becomes bitter everyday and all He wants is us to remember Him and pray to Him for guidance. After that happiness will come again. That is why bitter is sweet. Setiap kejadian ada hikmahnya.

PS/ I wish my friends Good Luck in examinations!

This Is For Everybody

One of my new year resolution is to get my blog keeps updated. Now it is almost April and my resolution is having a gloomy future. Everything about my new year's resolution is getting into failure day by day. My blog, my life, my study, my family's hope towards me, everything is in uncertain.

Nothing is certain in this life, but at least we can plan our life and I still fail to plan my life.

Blogging is one of the most enjoyable thing I had done in my life. Everyday, I used to visit other's blog, my mind is always thinking what is next to update, my mind is full of ideas. I used to love blogging and now, I just loveD blogging.

But now blogging is not my priority anymore. If in the past my mind used to thinking about blogging, but today it is not anymore. I have something new in my life to think about. Yes, this thing is really enjoyable. This is my first time in my life. Yes, this is really my first time and I'm afraid. lol. But things still in gloomy state. "SHE" confessed, but I'm so young, I'm so naive, I am so flattered, so I said, 'relax'. But I always think about her.

Love is taking over blogging in my life. But love is something I never want to be certain. She wants love but I want to get laid don't have love in me.

This is what currently happened to me in this few days, few weeks ago. So this explain why updating is so rare right now. (Ape kaitan eh ngan aku tak update? macam xde kaitan, aah biarlah)