I Cannot Think Any Title For This Post

Ockay, this post is a real despo one. Well why not, March is going to the end in several days and I haven't make a post yet for this month. Well, apology for my absence, I am very busy right now, yes like a Prime Minister, I am busy.

Comes March, I had been focusing a lot in developing my software for final year project. Too bad to be good, I am using Codeblocks for developing my C language program and I was building for the Petri Net monitoring system programs. And praise to Allah I already manage to finish the software development and now I need to find out how to interface my programs with the hardware. So far I am ahead of my schedule and I am happy with the progress. (Actually this writing is part of my speech where I practice for the interview sessions , hehe)

Now comes April. 1st April, usually there are people out there who likes to make pranks on this day. Before it is too late, I want to share a story, I remember last year, I made a prank to a girl, turns out the joke is really sensitive, a hard one, I made her cry. Then after that we never being good to each other again. I feel like the most horrible man living on this planet. The point here is, it is okay if a prank or more is done, but don't over do it. Please, consider others first before launching the naughty inside you. I am talking from the experience here so hopefully somebody understands this. And for this year, I think there will be no prank from me. **serik**

#1 Request [Tentang Kebahagiaan Seorang Foreveralone]

Now the request has come in. It's from the nufa. She asked me how happy am I right now. Well it can be explained by combining Heroic's request also. This guy asked me during our chatting and he told me to write about forever alone.

So, what is forever alone? Forever alone ni lebih kurang sunyi selamanya, hidup keseorangan, member lepak bawak awek kita datang sorang2, haa tu la definisi kecil pasal forever alone ni. Al maklum laa, sekarang ni dah dekat musim mengawan, semua topik perbualan berkisar kat situ jekk, tarikh keramat 14 Febuari semakin dekat, tak sabar sabar ditunggu tiba. Tak percaya ni musim mengawan? Haa tunggu la lagi 9 bulan tengok berape ramai baby kena buang nanti. Jadi sebab aku selalu sangat lepak dengan Heroic ni pergi sorang2, kekadang bawak member laki jekk pergi sekali. Kadang kadang tu, Heroic bawak awek, sorang lagi member aku Schomey pun bawak awek jugak, tinggal laa aku sorang2 melihat telatah mereka bermanja.

Ada la jugak selalunya kalau aku melepak dengan budak2 Neo ni, kalau pergi je mana2, mesti la member2 ni bawak awek jugak. pergi konvoi jauh2 diorang ade awek nak teman menghibur hati dalam kete. Aku? Aku bukak radio bahasa cina pastu duk mengulang orang cina tu bercakap walaupon satu jadah pun aku tak paham. At least ada laa jugak benda aku nak bercakap, iye dak?

Tapi selalunya, usually lah kan. Bila datang je waktu2 valentine's day ni, ramai la manusia2 forever alone ni naik runsingnya. Mane tak runsing beb, pergi je mana2 ada laa promosi valentine's day tuh. Alaa, bukan runsing pon, rimas mencekik je. Macaam la aku tadi, ada la member ni ajak keluar, nak beli barang katenye. Okay la, weekend kan, keluar la kami ni pergi lah mana2 shopping mall. Sampai je mall tu member aku ni beritahu dia ada ajak member die jugak datang, aku no prob la kan, dua jantan nak jalan bersame memang tak pernah ngam kena la ramai skeet baru havoc. Tapi member gua ni buat taik, hampeh punya budak, rupanya member yang dia ajak tu awek dia daa. Dah tu kalo awek dia ade, tak kan la aku nak menyelit sekali gak kan, nanti aku tak nak jadi pihak ketiga antara diorang tu, sebab pihak ketiga tu syaiton! And then aku blah lah kan, geli jugak aku tengok telatah mereke duk bermanja (bukan dengki eyy).

Lalu bermula la episod forever alone aku kat shopping mall di ambang Vday. Berjalan la aku sorang2, pergi je setiap ceruk memang banyak la sales tentang hari kekaseh ni. Pantangg aku jalan sikit, ade la promoter tanya "Bang hensem, tak hendak beli ke hadiah untuk awek, Vday dekat dah ni." Haa lebih kurang macam tu la ayat dia. Aku sengih jelah. Kalao aku masuk kedai baju duk usha2 baju, ade jugak mangkuk salesperson ni duk tanya, beli untuk awek ke? Ish aku rase nak cepuk je miinah tu, aku duk belek baju laki (untuk aku la kan) ade ke patut aku cari untuk awek aku, aku bukan gay doe nak beli baju untuk laki time Vday plak tuh!

Last2 perot dah lapar dah, aku call la member aku ajak makan, dia kate set je tadak hal, member kitorang yang lain yang secare kebetulan ada jugak kat situ nak join makan jugak. So skang ada 2 couple, aku sorang. Jadi pergilah kami ke restoran yang agak romantik di tengah2 shopping mall tuh. Aku pnah pegi restoran ni dulu, makanan memang banyak tak hengat laa dalam 1 set tuh dan sebab makanan banyak ni la aku dah start menyirap sket. 2 couple tu best la diorang share makanan, happy je makan2 bergurau senda, kutuk aku tak laku la, makan cuap cuap, damn! Aku pulak, naik merah mata aku duk cobe perabeh makanan tuh. Taknak perabeh kang , mende mahal, aku sayang duit aku woo.

Abes makan, abeh gelak tawa, aiseh, enset aku plak abeh battery, tapi diorang taknak balik lagi. Tak puas bermesra lagi tuu, nak main ice skating pulaak (aiseh kantoi sudah nama tempat shopping mall bila sebut ice skating nih). Nak bermesra punya pasal, perut penoh pon xde hal la nak skating2 nih. Takpe lah, aku biarkan jelah diorang, kang kate aku dengki pulak (T.T). Aku pon pergi la Machines pegi charge ipong aku kjap. Sambil2 tengah charge tu aku belek2 ipad, tak menarek pooon.

Pastu aku bukak main la pulak macbook diorang, memang best la kan, cam biase la. Pastu aku bukak safari, aku type url blog aku, kot2 ade orang lain bukak bleh la bace blog aku kan? HAHAHAHA. Haa, yang suka berniaga online tu bleh la ye guna pakai idea ni, g kedai komputer mana2, bukak komputer diorang, tulis url bisnes korang, kot2 ada rezeki ada la bisnesnye. Lepas dah bukak blog aku kat macbook tu, bila pikir2 lame lagi ni diorang nak abes ber-enjoy, then aku amek la kesempatan tu untuk menulis post ini. Korang percaye tak yang post ni ditulis time duk machine ni laa. Kasihan aku kan, lama punya tunggu member dating, siap boleh buat blog post lagi.

Haa, amacam story aku? Rasa rasanya apa perasaan orang foreveralone ni? Sedih ke, tersisih ke, picisan kecil ke? Haa yang tu korang interpret sendiri lah ape perasaan manusia2 jenis foreveralone nih. Tapi perasaan aku pulak macam mana? Aku tak pernah rasa aku ni foreveralone, tapi ramai je member2 duk kate begitu.

Haa, moh kite menjawab soalan sedari nufa tentang kebahagiaan saya di waktu ini.

**Ahem**

Well, the story above is actually 50% inaccurate and I will let your powerful mind decide which 50% part of the story is true. Well it happened but not all. Mostly the story is for the joking purpose only, that's why it is written in Malay because I feel stupid when I speak Malay. So how do I feel now? If you're active forumer in lowyat.net, you'll know how sad a foreveralone creatures are. People say I am foreveralone type. But I strongly believe I am not foreveralone.

I like my lifestyle now. I socialized too, a lot but controllable. If others like to spend money for their lover, I like to spend it on my car. If other's weekend was boring and they solve it by having their date with their partner, I stay at home and read storybooks, play games at home the whole weekend. While others like to show off their aweks or balaks, but for me I do feel proud hanging out with my friends. Others like praise how perfect and beautiful or handsome their partner, well, I just can't stop admiring myself LOL>. I have nothing to worry of being single all my life and interestingly somehow people around me can't stop worrying of why I never be able to end up the single status streak. So as for now, I can say I am tremendously happy of what I have now. I enjoy friends' hang out, I declare my car as my wife, if people told me to get a life I laid my car. So there's nothing to regret of being happy as I am now.

Look, life ain't about love only, there's something bigger than love. Vday is just a crap business plan you know. Look how blooming the gift shop at these days. People are hunting for presents just because they can't afford to miss the so called special day. Don't ask me out on this day because I'll be singing Deftones! Yeah!

Well if there is anything else you want me to story about me or about my cute car or anything else, you can proceed at this link.

What's On Your Me?

Seriously, I don't have a clue at all to babble right now. So, maybe you can help me writing. Tell me of anything that you want to know from me and I'll make your request as my next posts. Seriously talking here.

January yo!

Oh here I am again, trying so hard to make a post every month just because I have made my promise to update this blog once a month. Like a faithful person, well here I am. So this post is for January post. January, hmm when it comes to January, people will think about new year. At this time, they will usually rethink about what they had done in the year before and making their own new year’s resolution. Well that’s a good thing as it makes you into a better person for each year. But sadly, the resolution only works for maybe around 3 weeks only, later up they’ll end up becoming the person which had come the year before that.

As for me, when it comes January, usually I don’t make my resolution, if I had, it is only for the purpose of bragging and show off just because I don’t want to left behind. Not to say making a resolution is out of time or resolution is only for those who likes of dreaming, it is only because making new year’s resolution is not working for me. January is the month where I could only think about my birthday. Yeah, I’m marking my own birthday, how pathetic I am right, but if there anyone who doesn’t did it? Well on my birthday, I’m not only thinking about my last year’s achievement, I’m reflecting my whole life’s experiences.

2011, now I am becoming 23 years old. Some may expect at this age sure this person must have been very matured and grown up, but I can confess, I am not reaching up to that expectation yet. Sure nobody at my age goes to mcD and buys a happy meal and plays the free toys alone but it still happened to me, owh how lonely I am, but heey, it feels good man. At 23, I never expect anybody to buy me a birthday present for me, well of course I am not, and who would buy me the presents? But again, my father did give me a present, he bought me an iPohne4 yo! Guess how happy I am of getting that phone, credits to my father for loving me unconditionally. I am happy to be belong in my family, I am very grateful.

And I believe after 23 years of living, I have a lots of good friends around me. Thank God I am making more friends rather than making enemies, oh God forbid.

What I want to point out here is, though I’m leading a very simple life, I am still being happy. So, this is me at 23 year old. Hopefully when I am 24^th, I would turn into a better person.

Happy Birthday to me!

December Post

As usual, too lazy to make some updates and this one is for December post. Though I have something, many things to share but writing is never be as fun as before. In the past, when I want something to share, an issue to express, I would make a lot of sentences and write it up in this blog. But now, I always prefer twitting about anything, it needs not anything too elaborative to share what's on my mind. But as lazy as I am, tweeter also a bit abandoned lately. But tweeting is much more easier so I post my thoughts much at twitter rather than blogger.

So should I say blogging is way much backwards nowadays? Well compare to the enjoyment of blogging in the past and now, I can say blogging sure going dead sooner. Whatever it is, this blog I can say I will to keep it updated and alive as long as possible. (In before, I have a few blogs and after series of failed commitment I shut it down and opened up a new one.)

So here are some of my life's updated info (for those who miss me lar har har har).

1. I changed my rims again

2. Follow me on twitter, amir7474

3. My car is healthy

4. My studies going wrong (judged by comparing my result and friends)

5. Next month is my birthday

6. Oh I already bought the FIFA2011 game. If you play it online, add me up ->ame88

7. Malaysia wins the AFF Suzuki Cup, quite impressive!

8. Next semester is the last semester, good luck to everybody!

9. Already read 3 novels, but too lazy lazy lazy to share the stories. Later if get some times will share

Last but not least, I will try to go to your blog sooner or later and leave some comments. (I always been to everybody's blog and read only, later I'll post the comments).

For this coming 2011, I wish everybody another successful year and a great health!

This is how I get a life

If you believe there is a place in this world where you can be what ever that you want, trust me you won't find it. Hell, why bother to be something else if becoming you on your own is already a total misery? But if your world fails you, it is okay to dream about another world because dreaming is everybody's playground. But dreaming will never ever be a reality. I never find my dreams turn into reality, have you? So why takes your dreams so seriously. "Mimpi itu hanya mainan tidur".

I know this blog looks so mundane. Maybe for you, it's like a dream to see this blog to keep alive and updated. But for me, it feels like a dream to at last made an update. Life has been cruel for a while. It is a 'live or dead', 'take it or leave it', and 'what you give you get back' sort of life I am having right now and then. So usually, when life is hard, I thought, giving this lonely blog an update would help ease the burden for a little bit but it never works. The problems still need to be faced and nobody is ready.

But still I believe that this blog is the last chance for me to "get a life". Because this is the only way we are connected.

Fifa 2011 is all that I need

Oh my God, is it the internet is now a really really boring junk today? I’ve been on every websites I’ve bookmarked and there’s nothing to entertain me. Blog hopping is also not really helping because nobody is updating theirs.

I know, my own blog is a boring blog too, even I myself did not know what to do every time I am here. This place should be bomb someday, I think.

All that I want now is the FIFA 2011 and a new gamepad replacement. I really really need them now but financial constraint and the final examination is around the corner already, I just need to postponed it. Duuugh, but it doesn’t helping at all. Everday I went to LYN just to read everybody is excited playing FIFA 2011 and everday I dreamt about Saitek gamepad. Oh God, help me!

Okay, that’s it for the first update in October