I Cannot Think Any Title For This Post

Ockay, this post is a real despo one. Well why not, March is going to the end in several days and I haven't make a post yet for this month. Well, apology for my absence, I am very busy right now, yes like a Prime Minister, I am busy.

Comes March, I had been focusing a lot in developing my software for final year project. Too bad to be good, I am using Codeblocks for developing my C language program and I was building for the Petri Net monitoring system programs. And praise to Allah I already manage to finish the software development and now I need to find out how to interface my programs with the hardware. So far I am ahead of my schedule and I am happy with the progress. (Actually this writing is part of my speech where I practice for the interview sessions , hehe)

Now comes April. 1st April, usually there are people out there who likes to make pranks on this day. Before it is too late, I want to share a story, I remember last year, I made a prank to a girl, turns out the joke is really sensitive, a hard one, I made her cry. Then after that we never being good to each other again. I feel like the most horrible man living on this planet. The point here is, it is okay if a prank or more is done, but don't over do it. Please, consider others first before launching the naughty inside you. I am talking from the experience here so hopefully somebody understands this. And for this year, I think there will be no prank from me. **serik**

Surviving June

June is here already. 1 month had been spent for internship and there is another month left. As far as I’m concerned, I need to prepare my internship program report and finish my daily log book. So, since a month never be a long period, I promise in this blog that I’ll start making report by tomorrow next week. Hehe.

Plus, my final year project supervisor had given me a task for my project and I was expected to be fully prepared by early next semester so that we can start early. Too bad I didn’t understand anything he had given me to read. So, by next week also, I promise in my very own blog to start study harder items my supervisor had given.

This is the hardest semester break ever. So I hope I’ll have a success, amin.

Hope For A Better Year

Like it or not, 2009 leaves us all in many ways we all never wanted it to be. I love seeing 2009 passed and hope 2010 can offer me better. Well, for me, everything in 2009 is not going very well. For both semester in 2009. I got my PNG going down, well it is always going up during 2007-2008. I know it is lame blaming the years for my downturn, but I hope it motivates me to do better than yester-year.

But, 2009 brought me seeing many great and famous people around Malaysia (yeah, Malaysia only, don't have chances to going out). Making friends also great during 2009, I make a lot of good buddies during the time. [Sorry la Safwan pasal member2 ko, aku harap 2010 ko jumpe member2 yg best dan cool nnti. Haha] Most of new friends I made are within the Neo's club. Well, why not, I've been into 3 clubs already and the second one is the best ever experienced. And I hope 2010 will brings me into knowing more fellows at the faculty. Well I am most sucks knowing people at classes, I don't know why.And I hope blogging will be much better in 2010. Compare my post in 2008 and 2009, how it decreased so much~

So, as for the preparation to enjoy for the whole 2010, I had bought myself a camera. Well, it is a Lomo type and I get a Holga 135BC only. Hmm, it is always my dream to own a camera but the technology sucks my dreams away. Since the creation of DSLR type, camera is never any cheaper. all priced at the blood sucking range (I quoted a good and a high end quality camera, so it is expensive, who cares to buy the not so quality one?). So, after getting a lomo, I assume my childrenhood's dream came into reality now. So, why not click HERE. I created a flickr for my pictures and to share with my friends and currently only one roll of film had been developed, others will coming soon. If you want to buy one, it is cheap, really cheap. Ask me if you don't know where to get it because I've already joined a lomo's society. Hehe.

Well, Happy New Year everybody! Have fun!

ps/ so much hope had been poured for 2010 and it is only 1st of January, I'm freaking out now if I can do it or not.

Teacher's Day

Anybody who can read this blog must have at least a teacher in their whole life. If not, well I think you're gifted with readings. Well, I have a lot of teachers and their main job is teaching of course. There were some who dares to pinch me, kick me, spank me, stab me, squeezed my ears, and scold me. One even throw a shoe on my face because I was so stubborn to get awake for Subuh prayer. There were also teachers who are so kind to me, they threat treat me with foods, clothes, some even generously patted on my back (feels good though I like it). Whatever my teachers had done to me, it makes me who I am today and I love my life now. Thanks to them.

At the night of 16May, my brother send a text message to my parents, and it says "happy Teacher's Day, thanks for teaching through my whole life". At the time, I realize parents are my teachers too and I never appreciate take things easy on what they had teach me . So, mom and dad, Happy Teachers Day. And not to forget to teachers, ustaz, ustazah, lecturers, Happy Teachers Day too. Every lessons you give, all is appreciated regardless of times when I sleep in class or not. hehe

Halo!

Since the last post, my life (Yes, I have a life) is a hectic. Too much things to do between the times. Millions of assignments had been sent, lots of quizzes had been given, and trillion of Ringgit had been spent. Several tests were failed done in either success or glory. For now, there will be only one more project to present and submit.

Well, speaking of money, there were lots had been spent and now I'm worried. Any careless spending will equalised my stomach with people in the war. Haha. Last week is the week where I started my own recession. Well, I had changed my exhaust setup. Hehe, if you think I'm the one who revvs their cars with loud noise, sorry I'm not that typo. My exhaust setup is to increase the pickup, not to increase the speed and for now, the money I've spent is 200% money satisfy. Besides, there are no big noises like the one you hear at F1 cars. The new settings did not affect my car's noises.

Oh ya, speaking of F1, well yesterday i went to see the race at Sepang Circuit. This is my second consecutive times going to the event after one year before. Thanks to my uncle who cares to share his lots of free tickets with me. Hehe. Well, the race is enjoyable. To see the race at starting grid and in front of pit stop is way much entertaining compares to what you've seen in television. Though the race is not finished due to the heavy rain, I still like to be at the circuit, be part of nation's pride.

The final exam will be in two weeks coming. Nothing I've done to prepare for success. Anything that I do currently is to fail my parents and my life. No matter how I look onto my own life, I never regret of times I had lost to study. Why? Somehow, the fear of failing is never in my mind. I think I had evolved into somebody else. Somebody who don't think about their life. Please pray for me so that I'll study more. It is not just studying that I want, I want to pulun, so that I can be what a parent wants from their children. God bless me.

Rolling from Hell

If you're going to somebody's house and the owner didn't speak at all, that's rude. If you keep going to that house and the owner still be like that, don't be rude, easy, something bad might happened to that man.

For the last one month, if you are ever happen come to my blog and found nothing was updated, I beg for apologise. After Raya holiday ends, my body slipped into well-built-education’s hell. You know, assignments, presentations, projects, it kills.

Then, the hell was upgraded. Examination is up. To make it worst, there is no study week. I only have less than four days to prepare for 5 papers. Well, that’s what I got for procrastinates. Procrastination is a sin, don’t try it at home.

And now, after 3 weeks full of torment, I’m back at home, again. And I bring along some souvenirs from hell. Technically, it sticks into my body. Well, hell did some damaged on my body. I got new sickness in my life. It is so chronic that I didn’t know how to handle this. Straight to the point, I got amnesia!

Yeap, I can’t sleep, I can’t closed my eyes, and my brain can’t stop thinking which stupidly preventing I from sleeping. If I manage to sleep, it only holds for 3 hours, then I’m awake and can’t continue sleeping. I bet you know how it feels when you didn’t have a good sleep and when you blink your eyes, it feels funny, right? Too bad it happens during examination days and I hope I didn’t make too much careless.

If you’re sleepy, stop driving. But do you stop answering question paper if you’re sleepy? Either way kills.

There’s always a dark cloud after a bright one.

It’s been a while since my last time posting and hopping to others blog. Last 2 weeks were the wackiest week for me. The first week is the holiday one. I’m very busy with family, members, and for myself. So, time for blogging stuff was very limited.

The second week is a week where everything turned into disaster. With the whole holiday I didn’t do any assignment, last week, I spent my days mostly on assignment. Plus, I also had 3 tests last week and I don’t prepare anything for it. So, the result that I got for now, I almost fail my Digital’s test and it is the worst. I was expecting a good mark from Digital subject since it is my favourite subject and mostly I understand the subject very well. But a lot of simple-dimple mistakes make a super duper failing result. The day I got that result is the heart breaking day for me.

Then, come Saturday, which I got 2 tests on this day. Material Science at morning while Signal System on noon, this was a very tiring mentally and physically. Imagine I need to prepare for 3 tests and assignments in a week, I regret not spending the holiday correctly. But now I’m free! Free from tests, and assignments. I’ve finished all and I’m free. Merdeka!

Happy Independence Day and Enjoy the Ramadan!

Pakatan Rakyat, beware, the UiTM sings!

When Tan Sri Khalid suggested for UiTM be opened to non-Malays and non-bumis, there were many reactions arise among UiTM members. Mostly, they were angry. But there are some who seems like the idea but ended being criticised by others. If you ask me, I would say, let UiTM be like today.

What happened last week is a great scene for me. I saw students talked about how fortune of Malays to have this special privileges. They raised their concerned for the Malays, not only for them, but also for the future’s benefits too. I got friends who always have crappy talks, but appeared over matured when speaking their minds regarding UiTM issues.

Night before the Shah Alam’s campus rally to the Selangor State Secretariat building, there were students had a convoy around the campus and shouts Malay’s rights. The next day, they walked to the building with pride being a UiTM student. Certain faculties even gave their students a leave on class to let them join the convoy.

Well, the latest ‘demonstration’ by UiTM student that I heard is at UiTM Bukit Mertajam campus. Some consider demonstration at this place is serious. Very serious, especially for the Pakatan Rakyat. The demonstration by students at the area will affect the Permatang Pauh election as Malay voters confidence is very important there. I’m not on any political side but, if this continue to happen, the PKR will have a weak point here. So, a call for Tan Sri Khalid to say his sorry is important for the sake of Malays, Bumiputera, UiTM, and the so much hope towards political changes.

Last week, I...

Last week, I am broke. I don’t have much money and too bad I didn’t notice it earlier. It was a shameful moment when I went to the counter to pay for a bottled drink and realised I only have RM1 in my wallet. What a shame! What a shame! Only by then I rushed to the bank and withdraw some. The whole week was so busy for me to notice that I didn’t have money.

Last week, I finally have my own motorcycle for me to go to class gets easier. When I don’t have the motorcycle, I have to wait for my friend so that I can have a ride with him. I hate waiting, but that was not my main problem. The real problem was, when the class is over, I had to walk right from the class, through the almost-every-week-accident busy university road, until I finally reached home. Dah la dalam lautan pejalan kaki tuh, boleh dikatakan selalunya, aku sorang je laki yang berjalan kaki balik umah! Letih satu hal! Macho pon nak kena control! Letih, letih! But now, life is getting easier. I don’t need to wait for my friend; neither do I need to walk to get home. Last week is a time when I killed one of my sufferings.

Last week, I just got to know that I am living in a place where technology is unreachable. My house cannot have radio frequency signal, the Maxis services are very bad in here, and worst, we don’t have any Telekom account in here and it makes Internet at home is zero. The radio is worst. I don’t know any new great songs now. My phone always appears to be like ‘emergency calls only’ and makes a call and texting some messages seems impossible. This situation is getting tensioning. Maxis, do something quickly!

Today is very calm. This weekend is a very awaiting time for me. The last week is a disastrous week for me. The whole week, starting from Monday till Friday, I suffered a lot. But the worst is on Tuesday. It is the day I had my first laboratory session for this semester. The lab session is a failure one this time. 4 hours spent in the lab just to connect some networks and (tried) to obtain certain outputs is a disappointed one.

This semester, I am with new lab partner. This new partner is a lady. What makes a real problem is not her gender, but her attitude. She doesn’t help me, she just watched, she sat there waiting me to connect everything and then when everything goes wrong, she can’t do anything except questioning me why it goes wrong? Aah, I can’t imagine going like this throughout the semester. By the way, this is the first time I’m having a girl as a lab partner and I hope she won’t break my respect towards women’s reputation doing jobs.

The lab partner is one, the other problem regarding my lab session is, the way lab session is handled is totally different compared to the last 2 semesters and I am very unhappy with it. Plus, we’ll having a mini project by mid-semester and I can’t imagine how to work with my new lab partner and I’m dead worry with the presentation session with her.

So, the morale of the story is, the faculty should allow us to choose our partner group by ourselves. We’ll be very happy and might score with a great marks and the happiness will back to the faculty.

Learning is great!

This is my new books that had come into my life. Materials Science and Engineering: An Introduction by William D. Callister was published by Wiley Asia Student Edition. This book is all about atoms. When a scientist named Bohr learned about an atom, he realised that nucleus is always orbited by electrons. So, after for a time, he created a Bohr’s Atomic Model which had helped in developing of chemical’s world.

Hmm, that’s just the beginning of the book. I haven’t finished going through the pages yet. But, the book is not my favourites. I don’t have a damn idea about chemicals. Why should an Electrical Engineering student learned about chemicals? The first chapter of the syllabus was already an annoying one to me. Well, the truth is, I don’t enjoy learning chemicals. That’s why I’m in Electrical studies. So, when this subject strikes my life, I can’t say anything except to just try ‘enjoy’ it. The book is just too thick! Its weight worth of a kilogram of gold!

But this book also brings back my memories. Memories about my upper secondary form where I did learned about chemicals. Back to 2004 and 2005 in MRSM Langkawi, I remember learning chemistry is no fun at all. Whenever I tried to open and read the chemistry books, my eyes get dizzy. It’s like gravity has a very strong force to pull my eyes shut. I would rather learn biology rather than chemistry. Haha. That’s why I don’t get an A for it during SPM examination. So, any tips to help me learn chemistry?

A New Journey

A new semester had begun. With new challenges coming ahead, 3rd semester will promises another joys and successful storyline. Well, this semester, I lived in a rented house. A house equipped with a police station underneath. Yes, I have a police station under my house. I like my new house. With 3 other great housemates, we need 2 more persons to make our rents and bills reasonable. So, whoever needs a room to rent in Shah Alam, with a police station under the house, call me.

New semester also brings new students to usha greet. I don’t know why, but every time new students came, it seems like they’re all looking so kebudak-budakan. Huhu, or maybe my face looks so mature I can call people like this. Well, you know it, faces with amazement, shock, and try-to-look-cool. When I first came here, I know I never had those kinds of faces. Haha. But no matter where I go, the juniors always look like that.

That darn week you'll remember

New university intake students will start their life as early as 28th June. And the most exciting part sure is the orientation day. It is the time for the new students to get a taste of life campus. Whatever you called it, Minggu Suai Kenal, Minggu Mahasiswa, Minggu Orientasi, Minggu Bosan Gaban, I swear I never enjoy my orientation days.

Starting from secondary school until university, the orientation day is not a day to call for me. I don't remember about orientation day during primary school but I do remember I get lost at my first day. Haha.

For some, when you got free food, no class to attend, make new friends, there's nothing to complain about it. But for me, it is boring because of the talks I need to attend, the barbaric seniors, and when I got a panda eyes on me, I hate it very much that I'm sure.

Lacking of sleep is one, then come seniors shouting nonetheless makes me sick of barbarian, and to mate it worst, waiting for think-they-are-VIPs somebody who supposed to give their talks coming late is never an OK to me. So, where's the fun? Believe me, it is sucks!

But the most thing that I really hate about is seniors. Why should they yell? Why did they need to angry whenever we didn't greet them? Should we greet everyone of them? Did they deserve respect while they show me disgrace? Is that a really good attitude for us to respect? You can't have respect by force, you earn it!

RinG in against barbaric seniors to greet a new students