The Feels Of Being Explored

Sometimes when we see people who are in trouble it remains only as a trouble. We don't feel it, we don't understand it, and we just give a sympathy look just to show our concern. Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. People who were raped, do you know what do they feel? Do we understand their horror? Do you want to know it? Well, I assume many don’t want to experience it, well I would say don’t. Do you know how it feels? Well, it feels terrible! Imagine somebody who is cruel filling his heart with darkness crossing, exploring, searching, messing up into your body, how do it feel? Disgusted? Well YES!

Why do I know this? Of course I’m not being rape.

Well, last weekend my family and I were out of state, and when we’re back, it turns out our house was robbed. I lost my laptop, my mother lost all of her jewelry, and luckily we’re not the type who put a lot of money in the house. Well, we’re okay, I’m okay. What I hate about this robbery is when seeing how my father reacts, well, I pity him seeing he cried. Thank God my mom is okay though she’s the one who lost biggest.

The police had done everything that should though it feels disappointed to see how they do their job, well not putting them into a good standard. We too do seek an Imam to pray for us and for sure we too pray for all of these shouldn’t happen anymore.

When my friends ask me how is everything? Well, it feels like being raped! Like I said, “imagine somebody who is cruel filling his heart with darkness crossing exploring, searching, messing up into your body, how do it feel? Disgusted? Well YES!” It is too disgusted to imagine somebody who is bad entering our house.

8 comments:

HEROICzero said...

xpe, i paham prasaan u.. u jgn la marah2.. << WTF?? hellow!! ape yang kau paham?? kepala bapak kau la kau paham ape woii!!! nak semak ape kau?? fuck..

Oke, done.. tp, aku paham prasaan ko.. hehe.. aku pon penah kene pecah rumah.. yg paling wt aku ralat, time tu, aku saje jek tinggal henpon.. malas nak bawak.. slalu nye aku bawak.. dan2, hari tu jugak laaa die nak masok merembat harta2 aku, termasok enpon aku.. adoi laaa.. aku pasti kau akan dilaknat nanti, pemecah rumahku yg tersayang..

Ariana Naziha Aris said...

oh.i didn't knew bout tat.
sorry to hear that amir.
*maaf ye kalau aku macam 'paksa' kau update blog ni ye. ;)

Mr. Shcomey™ said...

ermm..patot la ko kelihatan sedih dalam gamba fb ko amir...tape2..

sabar ok..ktorang nak tolong,bukan nye mampu pon..kalau aku kaya,aku da blanje ko laptop satu taw..tp itu kalau kaya..

amir..chill ok!

HEROICzero said...

safwan tu bukan x kaya.. tp duit abes kt awek jek keje nye.. =D

Norae said...

laa.... kene rompak?... ishh kelate pun doh tok selamat lo nie...

harap bersabar yea dikk

shotliver said...

Ring I am really sorry to hear about that... I know exactly how it felt, as I had my house broken into a few years ago.. and I also lost my lap top, actually that was the only thing taken.. I assume they left in a hurry or it's because there was nothing else to take in the flat..

But I am really glad that everyone is ok.. Things can be replace, Money can be found as long as we are healthy and able to work... but lives are irreplaceable... So I am really really glad that you and your families are ok... Take care

cik kiah said...

sabar adalah mutiaraa. haha tiba tiba. sabar amir sabar. speed racing tetap perlu diteruskan (-.-") okay ah im not a good advisor huuhuu

RinG said...

to adil,

ape ko paham?! haha. kalo bab2 orang yang senasib ni mmg dalam a skit pemahamam tentang nasib pecah umah ni. dulu aku wat2 kesian je sesape yg kene, skang ni dah kene, baru tahu derita orang lain. insaaf jap

to ariana,

thanks for the concern, btw manede kau paksa aku post, no lah, mmg nak post pon, cume taktau bile. mujur ko yang bagi dorongan. haha

to mr schomey,

bile mase aku nampak sedih?! ade ke? tak kot. tapi mmg bersabar la ni. tambah2 kalo dah janji nak belanje pizza sampai skang tak nampak lagi, sape leh sabar beb

to kak norae,

huhu, kelate(baco KB) memey kucar kacir doh. hari2 dgr kes pecoh umoh. tadi ado dgr keno igat sore. ish ish, tok aman doh leni sini. living in terror.

to shotliver,

yes, me too, i am very glad that everybody is okay. thank god nobody's home by the time it happens. well, i know how it felt losing a laptop, it sucks, horrible! well, thanks for your thoughts! thanks a lot.

to cik kiah,

haha, tepape la! speed racing, aku dah beli ferari enzo, ngko asyik ngan mini jekk, bagi la kete kuat skit aku nak lawan. hihi