Being a man is never an easy job. No, it is not a job, it is a life! Living as a man is hard. There are millions of responsibilities you'll have on your back. There's a big gap between a man and a boy.
Being a boy is easy. Nothing to worry. You wake up from bed, asked about food, go kick a ball, ride your stabilized bicycle, and then asked for a drink. Well, that's so sweet right? But, the more you eat, the more you're aging. You won't stay as a boy forever. You're cathcing more, and more responsibilities.
Okey, looks like I've complained too much huh?
Well, maybe I'm a little bit . Well, I'm going to Shah Alam tomorrow. Back to my sweet hormonal, that I guess. Haha like capacitors campus. It's a UiTM everybody. It's not I dislike being there, but, I dislike being apart from my family. Well, I'm a man in my house (xmalunyee). I did the laundry, I did the house sweeping, I helped my mum in the kitchen, I help my abah with the garden, I took care of my fever-ing grands. Look! There are too many responsibilities I had left behind! How can I leave just like that? Leaving nobody to take care of what I am leaving?
What I'm really concern is about my grands. Both of them are having a very high fever right now (I got mine from them, that I guess), so, who's going to take care of them? Really uneasy of this. I wish holiday is a month more.
After watching Super Sapien (Hellboy) story at TV3, there's a something-like-a-poem-to-me, it sounds like this (not 100% accurate):
"What makes someone into a man?
Hmm, for me, it is by experienced. This holiday thought me of what it takes to be a man. A responsible man. My parents had forced me to the max to learn and earn. Learn how to live and earn by myself. I didn't get money easily now, I need to work. Work for my parents lah. Well , it's good. I like it and it kind of sad and hard to leave all of this. I always like Kelantan as my place of living. Too calm and peace even you're living in the middle of town. Say, why I'm telling crapt? Tu la, kecil2 dulu xnak belajar, besar2 kan dah susah. So, never say being a man is easy, what else to be a superhero.
So, blogging will be dull, study is hard!